Nerves

I am on the way to the plastic surgeon (my dad is driving) and for the first time I am nervous. I really want this drain out, the numbers look good (>30cc over 24 hrs) but it’s still cloudy. I want this drain out so bad but I’m trying not to get my hopes up. I’m sure there will be another expansion today, but that’s no biggie, tomorrow is when I will feel that, but one Percocet helps with that feeling. Doesn’t take it away but makes it tolerable. Keep your fingers crossed. I’m feeling like I could poop my pants/vomit I am that anxious. Not rational I know, but whew lets get this over with. If it doesn’t come out, no big deal, I have had it this long what’s another week? In the grand scheme of things it’s nothing. Send some prayers/ keep your fingers crossed for me!

4 thoughts on “Nerves

  1. Hoping for the best. Keep up the positive spirit. Your blog is not only informative it is always very positive even on your bad days. Thank you for being so inspiring.

  2. Thinking of you, Traci. Your spirit and attitude through this all is inspirational! Fingers crossed that you walk out of there with NO drain!! :) xoxo

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