Today is the day I am allowed to unwrap myself. It’s also the first day throughout this process that I have been this nervous. I was nervous one other time, when I was going to possibly get my drain out, but that doesn’t even hold a candle to how I am feeling right now. I’m sitting here on the couch by myself contemplating if I should unwrap now or wait until Eric gets home. I am literally sweating. This entire experience ends (mostly) with this. What if they look bad. I know it takes a few weeks for them to settle, but I really want them to look nice. Who knows, maybe they will be fabulous. I know it seems silly to be this nervous…but I just can’t seem to help myself. I have physical therapy on Wednesday, my dad is coming down to take me. My next post op appointment isn’t until feb 21st. Why do I have to be such a wimp. I know I should just unwrap them and get it over with but I just don’t know if I want to do it while I am alone. Pathetic, I know.